Remember breathing underwater as a kid??? I do, now i wonder what that was all about.. More to come!

the library

Sitting here at the library writing on this.. i'm not a fan, not gonna lie, i like having internet.. once i get a job i think i'm gonna spend the 40$ a month on it so i can just sit at home and use it.. then i can do all the fun stuff like skype and whatnot. thankfully you dont need internet to do 'word' otherwise i think i might die.. now that i have so much time on my hands writing is something i have gotten to do.. not that i didnt have time on my hands at school, but you know what i mean.. it's not the same if you have the internet.. things online automatically take priority over writing ;). which is kind of sad in a way.. but oh well, that just the way it goes. well,,, i'm gonna go back to the apartment now.. PEACE ALL! MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3 you all

Again, need a good cause??

heartsbeatlove.bigcartel.com, go buy one! Awesome shirt AND for a good cause!

Okay, this is a non-profit organization with all proceeds going to NightLight. NightLight is another non-profit that is based out of L.A., Atlanta, and Bangkok, they are helping to stop human trafficking. You can learn more about it by going to the heartsbeatlove fan page on facebook, or by looking up heartsbeatlove on myspace. The shirts are very cool, 2 v-necks and a crew neck are options. All american apparel shirts so they're quality items, not some cheap mass produced 10 for a $1 shirts. so, if you wanna get an awesome shirt and spread love and hope, you know how to do it :)  




(also note that ruggedly good looking model... ;D)

New Beginnings

Since alaska is looking shaky at best, i've been looking into other things. what i've been looking into, TESOL/TEFL. 4 week program, then i get to go overseas. sounds pretty legit.. i also get paid to go over, albeit not much but still some compensation for my time.. although i suppose i'd be getting eternal compensation if i were going over as a straight up missionary. which is obviously better. Aside that, TOMORROW!! last day here at crown. bittersweet to be honest. i'm going to miss the people i've met along the journey, but that's what facebook and skype are for right? :P

sick of it all

Seriously, i'm so sick of people backing out you dont even effing know. honestly, it seems like every time i try and do something it's, oh, yeah, no. not any more, im done, i hate it so dang much. i swear. this isn't directed at anyone in specific. no one is that special, everyone who's done it is an equal disappointment. seriously.

how today went.

As i said before.. i was going to work for 5 hours today.. that was the plan.. how much did i work you ask? 8 hours. I woke up to my phone vibrating and a text awaiting me. sure i can come early. i'm glad i did too. easy hour. she was napping when i got there. can i stay late? sure i can, how late? 7, okay. yup. long story short. good day, not a ton of physical work, but a lot more mental work than expected. completely worth it though.

Tomorrow

So, tomorrow i'm watching some kids for a lady.. 5 hours 40$. not to shabby.. although i'm not comfortable with changing diapers, not gonna lie.. so i think i'm gonna tell her that i'm only going to watch them if she can't find anyone else.. :\ yup.. in other news (not related to tomorrow), we have a date set! march 30th! that is when we leave for alaska. so hoo-rah! also, wednesday(night) i hung out at ncu. pretty awesome time. yerp.