Mail,

I seriously hate getting mail, it rarely turns out to be good. seriously. i woke up to an envelope sitting on my key board, opened it up.. and i owe just under $13,600. how am i supposed to get that? i have absolutely no idea. bank loan? makes sense.. but seeing as i have no job, i feel like that'll be hard to obtain. get a job? no one is going to hire me for a month and a half.. even i'm not that stupid. (that wont keep me from looking, but you know what i'm saying). looking at what could happen, internships places, real jobs somewhere, but these wont happen til after summer. i mean, honestly it doesnt matter to me.. but i'm not the one who is owed 13 grand. *Shrug* so i guess prayer for my finances is something i should keep in my prayers more.. probably should've seen that one coming hah.